PLZ HELP MCR FANS!!!! Im In Big Trouble!!!?

well i went on itunes cause i was dying to get sum MCR songs on my ipod so i went to a version of the black parade that didnt say explicit but it also didnt say clean so we put it on my iphone and then i started litsening to it and on mama it will say sh*t but it wont say fu*k! and on dead it says mother*r! on teenagers it says sh*t every time!! confused much??!! well my mom wont let me get explicit songs and she doesnt know that these are bad!! what do i do!! and is there anywhere on itunes that has the CLEAN version of tbp!!! and why are these half clean!!