Why I am Like THIS??????

If all this is true then you should really talk to someone. God don't hate you. If he did He would not of created you. You should repent to Christ, Jesus. You shouldnt cut yourself ither. I know what its is like to be heart broke. I have had my heart broken over and over. You will meet the right person. God has a purpose in your life. If it makes you feel any better I am up till 3 am thinking alot about the past. I came from a broken family. I have not even met the right woman yet. I thought I did before but, God wants me to have something better. Not someone who will break my heart. I have 3 sisters and they have been in bad relationships. I would of taken a bullet for one of them for helping move out of thier x boyfriends house. God wants you to have something better. I have my home paid off and my cars are paid off because I put God first. I long very much to find my soulmate. I do get depressed because I havent found one. Please dont suicide. If you need to talk e-mail me. I will do what ever I can to help. God bless and keep you safe!